How I Have Enjoyed Greene Traditions

History and legacy are important to the Greene’s. They’re diligence of keeping historic records and appreciating the “things” passed down from generation to generation has helped maintain the beautiful tradition of family union alive. Even as I write this post, family members who are able to attend the “Opening Weekend” of The Manse are already there working hard and strengthening the family ties. 

Every year the Greene and Torrey families gather for a family reunion in Jaffrey, New Hampshire at the old family home; The Manse. Over 200 years of American history, this large house has kept the branches of this family tree connected. Each year the schedule is made and every family branch gets their chance at residing in the old home for a portion of the summer and that family gets the honor of hosting the big family meeting that we have each year. Una tradición muy bonita. Our families have experienced wonderful times and strong family bonding, Gracias a Dios. God has given the Greenes and Torreys vision and perseverance and they’ve used it well. The San Diego Greenes have had their share of history, connection and bonding, y pues, we always look forward to our time in The Manse. Those early days were scary for me but my flaco and my suegra helped me adjust to the quiet New England ways and I then learned to embrace this history with my Cold Blooded Englishman. 

This is a shout out to my suegra, mother in laws aren’t always looked at positively, pero gracias a Dios that I was and am able to appreciate and remember Nancy T. Greene, my husbands’ strong mother, my kids’ sweet nana and my quiet and poised mother in law. 

I had just a few short years with my mother in law in which she imparted into my life a few lasting wholesome traditions that I’ve shared with our family and friends. 

It was at The Manse where I learned the age old practice of making homemade bread. Asi es, this strong latina woman makes some pretty delicious homemade bread. One of Bens’ early days of marriage “hints,” was about his moms delicious bread. He said his mother would bake homemade bread?! Y, she did it for the week. I couldn’t imagine that, how could  a nice square with dome top bread slices come from pan made at home? My ama didn’t use her oven for baking, it was for storage! Ya se, it is a typical stereotype of the kitchens of Mexican women in America, pero pues, it was like that en mi casa. My ama made sweet delicious desserts only on the stove top or pan dulce from the panadero. I could talk about whipping up some homemade flour tortillas, but bread? It came from the grocery store. 

On our first trip back East, Ben was so excited to show me all of his childhood and family history, it took everything in me not to panic. How would his family treat me? We were staying with his mother, hijole! Thankfully, my wise mother in law  planned for a few quiet days in her home in Connecticut, it was Bens’ childhood house, gracias a Dios. It helped me to adjust to the New England climate and culture; calm and quiet. I felt out of my league and I needed a few days to absorb this new way of living. On to The Manse in New Hampshire.

As far as I could tell, New Englanders did nothing, except relax on vacation?! Por supuesto que I had never even experienced a “vacation,” pero I thought vacations were about traveling, going places and seeing new things, not relaxing. I wasn’t completely off, but for the Greenes going to Jaffrey and residing at The Manse is about simplicity, quiet, rest and leisure. Imaginate?! Shocking! Y aun ahora, this California girl can only handle just a short time of this peaceful living. I need activity and noise. I need things to do. On that first visit,my mother in law saw my need and used it to benefit us both. We connected while I learned some family traditions. 

One day, Nancy graciously offered to teach me how to make homemade bread.  Ya te imaginas, all the crazy thoughts that formed and cluttered my head. Imposible! Maybe she’s worried about Ben? What if I fail? But I answered, “that would be great, Ben will be happy.” And my flaco was happy. He yearned for me to embrace what he loved. He was quite pleased that his little wife had learned to make his moms delicious bread. Y sabes que, it wasn’t hard at all. Well maybe the part of my mother in law being nearby to teach me was nerve wracking. It is a simple recipe that took, muscle for kneading and some extra time. Ya se, nowadays, there are so many “time saving” appliances for the kitchen, pero after 34 years I still make my bread the way my suegra taught me, the old fashion way. I love it. It has been a tradition I passed down to my hija, and my nietas, and working on passing it to my own daughter in laws. Just this week I made 10 loaves of homemade delicious bread. It gives me such pleasure to share my loaves with others. In a few days I’m gonna teach some of the young ladies from church, you know a hands on experience. Pero, if you are interested in a good old fashion method and simple recipe, aqui tienes.

Nancy’s Homemade Bread

        Makes 2 loaves

  • 3 cups of flour  (I use all purpose flour and the brand that’s on sale)
  • 4 tablespoons of butter (not margarine, it makes all the difference)
  • 4 tablespoons of white granulated sugar (I have made a small optional adjustment here by using 1 tablespoon of brown sugar, it seems to me that it has a nice moist texture)
  • 2 teaspoons of salt
  • 2 ½ teaspoons of yeast
  • 2 ½ cups of very warm water.
  • Extra butter and flour will be needed through the process.

Use a mixer to mix all the ingredients, mix well for a couple of minutes. Then add 3 more cups of flour. With a cooking spoon mix it well. Then, sprinkle lightly flour onto your surface so that you can knead your dough for 15 minutes. At first it will be messy. While I knead, I sprinkle flour very lightly as needed. Do not add too much extra flour because it will make for “tougher” dryer dough that will not stretch and pull nicely. Also, I “butter” my palms as I knead. Dough should feel soft, when you poke it, it will spring back. 

Butter the bowl you mixed in and place your ball of dough in it. Let it rise until it doubles in size.

Punch out the air, reshape it into a ball and cut it in half. With a rolling pin stretch out the dough, get any air bubbles out and then roll the dough back tightly, like a rolled taco 😀 Pinch each end closed and place each roll into your butter loaf pans. Let rise until they double in size, then bake at 350 degrees for 30 minutes. When they are brown on top, lightly tap the top, it will sound hollow, they’re ready. Place them on your rack and butter the tops and let them cool. Listo! Homemade bread for la familia. 

I made my homemade bread like this since my mother in law taught me, and I’ve gotten great results with the extra confidence that comes from others, very culeca, I am loving it. Let me know if you decide to make it and how it went. Have a beautiful weekend, que Dios los bendiga. 

Wrapping up Christmas

This past week has been like a whirlwind, like for many people out in the big wide world verdad? As I’ve finished those last minute errands in this Covid Era, I know, tagging it like this sounds muy exagerado, but it has been an extreme time. I sat in some parking lot traffic yesterday and it reminded me of the congestion and busyness of Christmases past, call me loca, but I was grateful for the feeling of “back to normal” as I impatiently waited for traffic to move along. The lines were just long, not very long and masked folks were all around, as I waited in line I thanked God for Christmas time.

We are  wrapping up our season with some fun jolly times. Last week on the 20th we commemorated our return to our annual tamalada by remembering my apa. For over 20 years my cunada and I have built a true friendship, pushing aside the lies and insecurities of “inlaw phobias” and God has given us a blessed friendship. We have established a very informal but set in stone tradition of working hard at Christmas making tamales, I was so glad for our day together with our girls. Tamales de puerco, de pollo, de res and my amas sweet tamales. Tamaladas are lots of work, hijole, I’ve always denied myself the opportunities to learn the secret of the masa but I had no choice this year, my hands went into the masa. Tamaladas are lots of talk, hot on the topic list was the fact that although covid separated us, it actually brought Sandra a new helper, mi hermano! Hector says it was a one time deal though. In the end when it’s all said and done we reap pots of tamales. Life circumstances, like “apa watch” hindered our tamale tradition and covid completely blocked it in 2020 but this year tamales prevailed and the time was extra special.

Last night we squeezed in our Scrooge Dinner Party with our dear friends, the Alsobrooks. Heavy sigh, once upon a time they were the ‘Octopuses’, but then Thomas learned how to say their name correctly. Our dinner party consists of three parts: dinner, a white elephant gift exchange and then regular gift exchange. This year was a tight squeeze, since aside from covid, regular nasty little viruses were jumping around making people sick and keeping them laid up in bed. Our family party was smaller since some were sick, but we prevailed and the show must go on, we chose to enjoy and appreciate our yearly tradition. Oh what a great time we had.

 Having girl friends that I can trust has been so comforting  through the years, pero imaginate when our families connect and there is true friendship across the board of parents and children, hermoso! Last night we decided to make breakfast for dinner, so that meant Ben’s popular sourdough pancakes. We impatiently waited for everyone to arrive so we could entrarle a la comida, digging into the food as if we were ravenous. Hay si, maybe not ravenous but hungry, borderline, ‘hangry’ the shopping and wrapping had us madd.

How do I describe our scrooge exchange? The rule is to spend as little as possible, Bah HumBug! Of course we all struggle to figure out what we could bring that’s clever and stealable. One person brought brake pads…used with a hidden gift card and another brought a used gift card😎 with a balance of $7.40 left on it. Ben chose a gift that had a puppy in it, hijole! Thankfully his barking and whining had an off button. Thomas stole a sausage that also had a water hose nozzle, ya se, and it got crazier, but it was lots of fun. We ended our night with cleanup but only after we had a wrapping paper wad fight, where in the world did all grown ups go?

Here I am today, Christmas Eve with wrapping left to do. Tonight we’ll go to Christmas Eve dinner with more friends and come home to get the last three items on our Christmas countdown: Ben will prepare the sourdough mix and bring in the wood for the fireplace tomorrow morning and we’ll all wait til just before midnight, to help Santa Clos bring all the gifts. Now that the kids are all grown up, we actually have to wait for them to get to our stockings and gifts…Asi es, as we get older we sleep less.

Merry Christmas to all, may you be blessed on Christmas day and on. God bless you Everyone!

Mexican-American Girl Goes East Part 3: The Cousins

It’s The People That Matter:

I’ve really enjoyed myself as I’ve taken this trip down memory lane to New England. Pero ya se que, I have done very little justice to the beautiful New England scenes. My eyes are mostly captured when something is familiar. Quisas, that sounds narrow, and I’m working on expanding my vision. So it happens that when a breathtaking scene grabs me, I always want to insert one of us into the scene. I want to memorialize it that way, but Ben probably considers it a photobomb! He sees the beauty of nature or historic sites and captures pictures all along a trip. People matter to me, when I look back at a memory, it’s hardly about the landscape and the climate. In the early days when Bens family was just Bens family, I was nervous about every aspect of relating. Comprendes? Now that they are our family, asi es, this Mexican American is a true Greene today.

Mother in Law Dance

Meeting my mother in law was  súper overwhelming, most every young wife will agree, that across the board it can be intimidating. My head was already filled with worries that I was not going to meet her standards. Can I insert right here, I am a mother of three boys, now men. mis hijos are guapos y trabajadores! Can another woman see to all their needs and wants? Hijole! Madre Cuervo! I heard my ama share this little tale more than once. You can imagine my fears, verdad? What will she think of me? Que va decir de mi? Maybe she had another plan for my Benjamin? Anyway you get the picture right? I have no idea what my suegra was thinking of me because she was very New Englandish, polite and reserved. Recently I picked up a book called “The Mother Inlaw Dance”. Check out the subtitle “Can Two Women Love the Same Man and Still Get Along” It was a good read, Heartfelt stories that described both sides of the relationship.

Brown Skin and White Skin

Now top all those worries with anxiety about my being different from Ben. On the day Ben went to ask my parents for my hand in marriage, my apa looked at Ben as he put our arms next to each other and asked “Do you see her color?”  Being in New England for the first time, I truly felt my fathers concerns. Could Ben take care of me and make me feel safe? Would his cousins see beyond my skin color? Would I see past the white? 

The Hostess

My mother in-law Nancy getting ready for the family meal.

Settling in and taking in all the personal history the old Manse held was unreal. De veras, some of his family were very much a part of American history in the making. Imaginate? Ancestors from the Mayflower! Once here in the New World, they were considered immigrants! That knowledge should have comforted me as the first house guests arrived. 

To keep things in order, during family meeting weekend, any family member not in residence has to “reserve” their room with the hostess as needed. Nancy was a fine hostess, situating us, the cousins and organizing the potluck lunch, in her quiet demeanor.

I didn’t realize that it would be my turn to hostess one day.

Meeting the Cousins

Those cousins that lived in town walked over to the Manse to greet and meet Nancy’s new daughter in law, at least that’s how I felt, yet I feel my friend again saying “Esa, it’s not all about you” But I was anxious, should I have changed out of my shorts and calmed my wild hair down. That humidity was doing a number on my hair. Should I look a little more presentable to meet more of Ben’s family? 

The Frenchies

Dorthy and Jacques girls on Mt. Manadnock

 The Teddy Greenes from down the road came by to say hello and talk about the family meal for the meeting. Cousin Teddy was intimidating, in the New England way. He was very tall, lanky, serious and quiet. Except for meeting him I didn’t really share words with him. Mira nomas! Los Greenes have a French branch in the family. Ben had always teased that his family was already multicultural, now, I was meeting Frenchies. Quien sabe if cousin Dorothy is 2nd cousin, or a cousin once removed? She married a Frenchman and remained in France.

I Wanted to Run and Hide

Very friendly primos, but I was being a “ranchera” that’s what we call someone who’s too timid and gives off a rude vibe, I’m really tempted to blame it on cousin Teddy 😑. Dorothy’s husband, Jacque, introduced himself, thick accent and all, that helped calm my anxious nerves. Still the differences felt like huge chasms, not just my Mexican, but the economic status. I wanted to run and hide in the Cannonball room (remember the rooms have names), but that was scary too! 

 The cousins from out of town started arriving, first was Banky and his wife Sue. Banky was Nancy’s 1st cousin, we call it “primos/hermanos.” Ya se, something about latinos that we intensify life with such intimacy, can you get closer than a cousin/brother?. Cousin Bank was friendly and a little forward, which added to my nervios. 

When small talk ensued, he told me about his career as a school principal. Andale! That’s why I was uncomfortable. Mr. Hinkle, our basketball coach turned principal, would roam the school grounds to see who he would bust! Not a settling first impression. Then he disclosed that he was a minister. Mas nervios! I was saying things like “I don’t do religion anymore, I have a personal relationship with Jesus” Hijole! 

 Banky was curious about my upbringing. I was guarded. Why did he ask if I spoke spanish? Pues si, I am Mexican. I forgot that not all Mexican Americans spoke spanish, that it all depended on location, preferences and convictions. He did inform me that he dealt with spanish speaking students; Puerto Ricans and Newyorkicans, but in my eyes that’s a whole different language.

I clicked with his wife Sue a bit easier when she pointed out that she too was an “out-law” in the family. She shared her initial reactions to life in the Manse and discreetly? Or quietly and calmly encouraged me to talk about myself, Hay si, like that is ever difficult.

It was Bank and Sue’s long time tradition to spend several days in Jaffrey in the Manse during family meeting days. They had their daily routine and planned their various dinner dates and forums to attend. When they talked about going to a forum that first summer, I didn’t let on that I didn’t know what a forum was, it sounded so technical, so clinical. Una junta? Just a meeting?! A place where people hear views and opinions on a specific topic. In my world, we met at the dinner table, and the loudest voice interjected his/her ideas and the platica proceeded through the meal. 

Cousin Jane

Jonathan and his cousins

On Saturday morning, the day of the family meeting, I met Cousin Jane. She was a little bit different. Like, she veered off my New Englander compass somewhat. Yes, she was a little severe. I learned pretty quickly that she took her heritage, her projects, her jobs and her views quite seriously. She voiced her opinions with some feisty tones sometimes. Cousin Jane was a woman with goals. From what I can tell, when she took on a cause, like women’s rights, she gave herself to it. It did take me a minute to recognize that she wasn’t necessarily bossy, but her hands were in the masa 😉. As she chatted, she filled me in on the Torrey relatives, her brother Fred and his family. She asked questions, wanting to know what my plans were or even what I had accomplished thus far. Hijole! I wanted to react defensively, especially since I had done a quick inventory on my accomplishment and knew I had nothing great to share, at least not what I thought she wanted to hear. Instead, I smiled and told her about myself, no fluff added, porque, there was none.

Cousin Jane was not a typical Torrey, don’t get me wrong, she wasn’t loud, but she spoke her mind. My bestie could easily pass as a New Englander, she’s got a quiet voice, a calm demeanor and when she listens to you, she also studies you, both ears and eyes are paying attention. Sometimes that makes me want to squirm. This is how I would describe the Torrey side of Ben’s family. Comprendes? 

Homemade Ice Cream Tradition

Cousin Jane & her daughter, cousin Debbie

Cousin Jane was in charge of the wonderful sweet tradition of making and sharing homemade ice cream on family meeting day. She brought her prepared fresh peach mixture, her recipe, rock salt and ice. The antique hand crank  ice cream maker was at the Manse ready for use. She recruited all the kids, teens, and toddlers. She used any willing person that wasn’t in the actual meeting. A little kid stood on the lid to secure it while a big kid cranked the handle, spinning and freezing the ice cream. Good old fashioned hard work for sure. Traditions were important to Jane and even with something like ice cream, it seemed that she did not minimize the experience or change the patterns. 

Daniella helping with the cleanup after the ice cream was cranked

Offenses Will Come

How do you publicly speak about first impressions and not offend? My typical latina self had several reactions at my first family meeting. Some things were strange to me. I tended to misinterpret certain mannerisms. My biggest hurdle has been the quietness and the lack of emotion or reactions to situations, even after almost 33 years I can find myself offended with my flaco for not feeling enough. Asi es, coming from an emotional familia and culture I sometimes still forget that lack of outward emotion doesn’t mean lack of feeling. In my world, the way we tend to control all other emotions is with outward stone faced anger. That will show a person to stay away and keep me from talking too much. Imaginate! Bens had to field that bomb plenty of times. The thing that keeps both of us grounded is that we are anchored in Christ, otherwise ni se sabe!

Conclusion: Different People can thrive together.

Today, there are many mixed marriages, but over 30 years ago, I really thought I was the only Mexican in New England, and we were the only couple with this formula; Mexican American + New England American, I was not alone and for sure in America we were not that unique. It didn’t stop me from feeling like my sailor on the high seas, bien solita en el  mar. 

I know now that with a willing heart couples, families can grow and prosper no matter the different stations of life.